Confessions Sucks

Well I have been going through many things in my life over the past couple of weeks. to start things off, my friend decided to 'tell' a friend (who is now incarcerated) a years-old secret. She basically told him that I liked him when I first met him, and was disappointed in the fact that he went to jail. Of course he was shocked by the information, and wanted me to explain why I didn't tell him before. In my letter to him, I told him that I really did like him, but I did not want to break up the relationship between my ex-hubby and him. (My ex already hates me, so why give him more ammo?) I told him that I will always be his friend no matter what happens. I did warn him that if we became more than just 'friends', will he be able to handle a confrontation with his best friend? Let's see what his answer is going to be?

Supa Head better watch it!

Well I know that everyone has heard about this stupid broad named SupaHead that just released a book. In this book, she is naming people that she had given head to or screwed in her short years as a video vixen. I mean from LL Cool J down to Method Man. Now the rappers are speaking out about this beeotch and they are saying that they never slept with her nor did she give them the bomb head. Now ladies (gents you can get in on this too) I know that all women on this planet is THIS DAMN STUPID! I mean come on! if this chick was a real woman (and we ALL know that she isn't) she would have kept all that shyt to herself. No real woman is going to (a) lie on some dick and (b) going to blab about the crap on an international level. If she wants to prove her skills that bad, tell her that she can call my boy down in the Queen City - Charlotte, NC - and tell him that she wants to prove her skills. He is starting a business called Succulence that is going to portray the art of Fellatio. She wants to be the supreme head giva, she can come holla at me at stormandthunda@yahoo.com or holla at my boy Grey Starks at thetalentedgreygoose@yahoo.com . Come put your money where your mouth is!

My 4th of July Weekend

I hope that everyone had a good 4th of July weekend. now it is back to the long drawn out process of working for the rest of the week.

My 4th of July Weekend

Well my 4th of July went off without a hitch. I was able to get some things done, play with my 2 cats, and chill out and relax. Hope that everyone have a good weekend.

Now I have to go back with the long and drawn out workweek and then retire once again to my abode.

the keys to my heart

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Does it matter what you believe?

my coworkers like to discuss religion almost everyday. Normally I will stay out the convo, because my views are not what people call 'normal'. I have an open mind, and no matter what religion that you do or don't practice, each person has its own mind.

Let me back this story up a bit. A couple of months ago, we were discussing the days on the calendar from different religions as well as from the US. Of course, the guys wanted to know how did I get that information. I showed them how I created the calendar (the calendar is in a program) and gave them a little insight about each day that I knew, and looked up information that I didn't know and relay the information. Well one of the guys actually thought that I was practicing wichcraft because I knew 'a lot' about the Wiccan religion. I used to have a Wiccan Bible as a reference guide, not to actually practice. I just replied that I wanted to know and then relate that to my Baptist upbringing.

Before people condemn me for being a Satanist, know the facts of ALL religions. I was brought up in a home that preached:
-Jehova's Witness were bad people
(they are taught not to trust no one outside the congregation... not even police)

-Catholic worship idols of saints and the Virgin Mary (cant knock catholics - they have the fastest service, getting drunk is OK, and confessions)

-Islam followed Muhammed - wrong guy (Since I dont know much about it, i dont discuss it)

-Buddists were just wrong, with no explanation (Phil Jackson used the power of the Zen to take the Bulls and the Lakers to Victory)

-atheists were going to hell (they do not believe at all)

-Wiccans are witches (it is the celtic/druid religion from the old country, but I can't find anything in the Bible that says that it is witch craft)

-Voodoo is black magic (oh come on people! does anyone read anymore!)

and Christianity was the right thing to be!

Well the day before, I was looking up the history or vodun, which is the correct term for what the Americas know as voodoo. As far as I knew, this religion corresponds with Catholic traditions. I asked a Hatian friend, who gave me a better insight on the culture (and the turmoil) in Haiti. thanks Will :) I guess that was the icing on the cake for Thomas. I had to name the hater this time around. You can say he kinda insulted me by trying to say that since I look at all religions with an open mind, that I am an excellent subject to follow Satan into into the depths of hell. Don't condemn me because I have an open mind and is the one to ask the burning questions. My yearning to learn created my mind, but it will never shake the foundation of my beliefs. As for Thomas, If he can quit trying to find controversy in everything, then we can all get along.

Bitchology

Had a friend to send this to me. Excuse the terminology; but very good message.

BITCHOLOGY

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.

When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart -- it means I live my life MY way.

It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.

I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

B = Babe

I = In

T = Total

C = Control of

H = Herself

B = Beautiful

I = Intelligent

T = Talented

C = Charming

H = Hell of a Woman

B = Beautiful

I = Individual

T = That

C = Can

H = Handle anything

My first day

This is the first day on my newly created blog.
Each beginning starts with a name. My name is Homewrecker. I have been living in North Carolina since 1996. I am just your average big girl that you may see on the street or in the malls here. I dont dress crazy nor do stupid stuff with my hair. Part of my job is talking to people everyday and trying to fix their problems. I have a cast of characters that I call my friends. They will be renamed as I tell their stories and how I have directly and indirectly affected their lives. Also I will be posting my naughty thoughts, poems, and stories on the blog. If you have any questions, any gripes, any desires, or any thing that is on your mind, my blog is where to put it.